I'm notoriously terrible at New Year's resolutions. I typically don't pick a word, don't sign up for gym memberships, don't go on a diet, don't commit to a routine, and don't resolve to do better. It's not that I don't want to do any of those things, it's just that I long for change to be lasting and motivated by joy and conviction...not guilt or legalism.
And maybe there's also a bit of this:
Fear over past failures that keeps me from pursuing future possibilities = Expecting less so that I'm disappointed less.
That kind of reasoning would make sense if we were a people that relied fully on our own abilities, but I know better than that if I rehearse what I believe.
We, of all people, can look to the future without being bound by the past. For us, disciples of Jesus, a new year and setting goals may very well be a part of our growth and sanctification...if Christ is our end game and not our stepping stone. Discipline and growth are to encourage us to greater depth with our walk with Christ, not as the means of deliverance itself. When I remember that nothing I do with more discipline will simply fix all that ails me, I'm free to pursue routine and discipline for what they are meant to be: a tool.
We typically cower to adversity and do what it says - at least that's what I did many times in 2015. But, discipline...rather than binding us, can be freeing. I'm not a very disciplined person - spiritually or otherwise; it's an area I've struggled with my whole life. But in pursuing a disciplined life, I know what we gain is a tethering of ourselves to the truth of God's Word, to the anchor of habitual prayer, to the consistency of preaching truth to ourselves. Discipline teaches our hearts to TELL OUR anxiety, fear, worry, sin, and faithlessness WHAT TO DO.
Are you looking to make changes in your life but fear setting goals or can't commit to trying? I get it, friends, I do. Look to Christ as your end game. He is all you have and all you need...and to Him be the glory for the ways in which you long to be a new creation in 2016.
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Because of grace,